Orange Drink

The time has come for me to stop taking the anti depressant completely.

I sort of was suppose to stop taking it 2 weeks ago but freaked out a little bit about the concept of being off the drug completely. But tomorrow morning I will be chucking the remainder of my medication out. It's a little bit exciting I think.

In a few days it will be 3 months since the BF and I started dating. I have been getting some anxiety about being with someone for an extended period of time and have it just end. The thought of that happening at the moment is giving me anxiety at night time even though it isn't even really a big deal. I guess it's just happening to me because of how long I was with my ex boyfriend before we split up. I shouldn't even be thinking about these kinds of things when I've only been dating the BF for a few months. I think I will get over it in a short while.

I'm also getting back into computer gaming which is conveniant now that I don't have a computer. I have only started playing The Sims 2 and a little bit of The Sims 3. Plus I reactivated my World of Warcraft account and have slowly been leveling a priest. by slowly I mean so far she is only level 8. I think it's going to take me some time before I can fully get back into that game.

I can only play computer games for short amounts of time because I don't feel comfortable being out in the open on my parents computer and the chair is really uncomfortable. I hope I will be able to afford a lap top or something in a few months.

I know it's been a while since I updated. But I don't have much to say at the moment. My dismal amount of followers prevents me from caring to much to update regular. Even though this is mainly for myself, it would be nice to have people reading it from time to time and leaving feedback.

I think I need to improve my writing skills.