The time has come for me to stop taking the anti depressant completely.
I sort of was suppose to stop taking it 2 weeks ago but freaked out a little bit about the concept of being off the drug completely. But tomorrow morning I will be chucking the remainder of my medication out. It's a little bit exciting I think.
In a few days it will be 3 months since the BF and I started dating. I have been getting some anxiety about being with someone for an extended period of time and have it just end. The thought of that happening at the moment is giving me anxiety at night time even though it isn't even really a big deal. I guess it's just happening to me because of how long I was with my ex boyfriend before we split up. I shouldn't even be thinking about these kinds of things when I've only been dating the BF for a few months. I think I will get over it in a short while.
I'm also getting back into computer gaming which is conveniant now that I don't have a computer. I have only started playing The Sims 2 and a little bit of The Sims 3. Plus I reactivated my World of Warcraft account and have slowly been leveling a priest. by slowly I mean so far she is only level 8. I think it's going to take me some time before I can fully get back into that game.
I can only play computer games for short amounts of time because I don't feel comfortable being out in the open on my parents computer and the chair is really uncomfortable. I hope I will be able to afford a lap top or something in a few months.
I know it's been a while since I updated. But I don't have much to say at the moment. My dismal amount of followers prevents me from caring to much to update regular. Even though this is mainly for myself, it would be nice to have people reading it from time to time and leaving feedback.
I think I need to improve my writing skills.
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hehe, it just so happened to be that i was going through my internet history and I clicked on this, and yeaaah, congratulations for going off the med, I might get to go off my epilepsy med's .. maybe? hah 'touch wood'. but yeaaaah, about the laptop, um, go to hervey norman in kawana, thats where i got my laptop from, pretty good sales there..
ReplyDeleteI know another person with Epilepsy. She is starting to go off her medication as well but as far as I know she is quite scared about going off them. She hasn't had an epileptic fit in years.
ReplyDeleteI can't decide if I want a laptop or a kitten first. Even though my Mum doesn't want me to get a kitten because we already have a cat. But I know that if I bought one home she would love it since she loves cats.
hehe yeah. I wish kittens could stay small D : and i want a different one, because my current one, tiger, is evil, she killed my last guinea pig. :'( But it is so good to be able to take my laptop into my room with no one to be in your face reading what you're writing and looking at what you're doing, and you don't have to feel uncomfortable.
ReplyDeleteI understand that feeling. I also tend to stay up later than everyone else because of my sleeping problems and because they don't understand me being up so late and the computer being out in the living room I'm afraid of waking them up and having them question me about why I am still up.
ReplyDeleteYeah, I stay up way too late. I need to get my hours right, but like you said, sleeping problems, i can never sleep, apart from last night, soon as i hit the pillow i was asleep. hah, and I'm really starting to be pissed off and stressed out because my dance careers over. I fell off the stage at school about 5 weeks ago, and my foot/ankle still hasn't gotten better -__- and I think I may have like hit a nerve or something, because the whole left side of me is going retarded, my glands hurt, my arm feels like im tensing it 24/7 and really hurts, and i keep getting cramps in my feet without even moving them. Hopefully it gets better. Also, my belly button piercing is annoying me,
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