Tuesday, February 2, 2010

A Break Down Of Sorts

My mood is all over the place.
I'm depressed and angry at myself for things I have and have not done.
I feel ugly and fat and eat more because of it.
When I get down I miss my ex and it makes my current boyfriend feel like crap.
I hate being alone and I hate having company.
I just want someone to hug me while I sleep.
If I could just sleep...
I'm feeling like I cannot deal with myself.
I wish I could run away from my mind.
My only way to do that is through sleep.
If I could just sleep...

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