Monday, February 1, 2010

The Return Of The Hypochondria

I have not yet returned to the doctor about my eye. I hate going to doctors because I always fear they are going to tell me there is something seriously wrong with me.

My eye is now the worst it has been in the past week. I avoided making an appointment today which made my parents incredibly angry so I will be making an appointment for tomorrow. Hopefully they can fit me in. Even though I was and kind of still am certain it is conjunctivitis, I have started to worry it's something else, that something else always winds up being cancer.

So, being the girl that I am I had a huge cry over it and my Mum found me and then I had to tell her about how I have been feeling which is something that I don't like doing. Maybe it's because I don't feel comfortable letting family know how I feel, or maybe I just don't like feeling even more weak and pathetic in front of them.

Who knows.

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