Missing

Spending 2 nights and 3 days at my boyfriends house was a good idea.

I needed to get out of my bedroom and out of this house to become a little bit more sane again. We were suppose to play some PS2 but because my eye is still not even better I couldn't play anything for very long. Writing this is even a bit hard because my vision in my right eye is not good anymore. I just hope it isn't permanent.

Last night I watched the BF do karaoke at the pub. He sang a Judas Priest song for me which I really enjoyed. I also met some people he went to school with. Of course being a pub, when he was on stage singing a song, some old drunk guy tried to hit on me, which is a regular thing with me and going to pubs here in Aussie land. It would be nice if I were to be hit on by someone my own age or younger, but it seems I only attract drunk men over the age of 40.

Also, for some reason, some girls and an older woman kept giving me the most hated looks. The older woman even went to walk past me and stopped for a minute staring at me and I completely ignored her, but it really made me angry. I kept wondering what was wrong with me for people who I have never even seen before and who they have never seen before could hate me based on what I look like. If she had said something to me I probably would of broken my glass in her face. I hope I don't see her again.

In other news, my Mum has to get an ultra sound after going for a pap smear test because the doctor said something didn't look right down there. I have to go with her because we need to go to centrelink and we're going to see if I can get to a doctor about my eye. It's been like this for 2 weeks now. It' not as swollen as it used to be but it's still red, discharging pus and my vision is bad.

Oh well.