Concentration Camp

Saying you're going to do something is so much easier than actually doing it.

Last night I said I was going to write a reply letter to my friend. When actual fact, I started a letter, managed one page, then I couldn't seem to concentrate on it anymore. My mind will wander off and start thinking about other things and eventually I can no longer do what I was doing. This is what happens with everything I am doing. Movies, xbox, TV, internet, sleep, reading. EVERYTHING.

Trying to sleep last night ended up like the past few nights. Most of my time was spent tossing and turning rather than actually sleeping. Although, I must admit the weather the past few nights also hasn't helped. Hot weather is one of my most hated kinds of weather. My obsession with being clean comes out in Summer. Constantly showering and changing clothes, only to start sweating and feeling dirty again. It drives me insane. Global Warming also doesn't help. Considering summer is almost over, it just seems to be getting hotter. I am really looking forward to winter.

Back to my sleeping habit. The cat, Louie or Lubemobile or Luba or Lubatron, slept in my room last night. I think she had been missing me since I have spend numerous days away from home. She just would not leave me alone last night. She has an obsession with wanting to sleep touching you in some way. Since it's hot weather and she is losing her cat hair, you wind up covered in it. And if sweat makes me feel dirty.....cat hair makes me feel super dirty.

It's time to remove this mud mask off my face and have a cold shower.