Eye Puff

My absence from blog writing can be blamed on my boyfriend. It still feels weird referring to someone new as my boyfriend. I guess I'm still not used to this whole thing. It's been half a month since we started officially going out. Maybe in a few months things will feel more....normal?

The BF is currently the only person I have been hanging out with. We have seen each other every day for the past week. I'm in a weird place at the moment, I don't find the BF annoying, I guess I just get irritated that he is the only person I have to hang out with lately and that is what happened in my last relationship and I really didn't want to repeat that situation. But, it's a bit hard to find new friends or whatevers when you are jobless and your BF doesn't really have many friends either. So what am I to do?

Also, being someone who never has a day where something does not go wrong, I have some kind of conjunctivitis in my right eye. At least that's what she said without actually looking at my eye closely. So I got given some antibiotic eye drops that don't seem to be working. My vision is now really irritating me in that eye, because the fluid in my eye is quite thick and covering my pupil on a regular basis. I have tried rinsing it with salt water but that also does nothing. My eye is badly blood shot at the moment, especially underneath my top eye lid. The inner corner of my eye is getting sore from tissues and there appears to be some kind of lump next to my tear duct. So if this doesn't clear up, it's back to the doctor and saying goodbye to another $50 which is something I don't have.

Tomorrow will be the first day in a week or more that I will have to myself. It's making me anxious, even though I have things I can do. Today I rearranged my bedroom and now it feels fresh and new. I have some organizing of a shelf for my xbox games and electrical stuff and I need to organize my bathroom cupboard. Fun times!

Now I'm going to go before I rip my eyeball out of my head and squash it with my foot.