Monday, January 11, 2010

Pill Induced Dreams

Napping has become a regular early to late afternoon habit that I wish to get out of. My days have become intertwined with one another and everything seems like a haze. Sometimes I don't even remember what day it is or if something I had done occured today or on some previous day of the week...

Or if it even happened at all.

I've started dreaming less about being the object of a killers fantasy and more about people around me. A dream that is sticking in my mind lately is the dream I had that involved a friend I had recently spent an evening with. In this dream we were at some kind of indoor market and there were a lot of people there. So many people in fact that we lost each other in the crowd and no matter how hard we tried we couldn't get each other back. Everytime we even came close some more people would get in the way and pull us even further apart.

It seems if I don't dream about someone wanting to kill me, I will dream of something else that is hurtfull to me. My dreams are evil and I wish a lot of them would stop happening, but it seems I have no control over it what so ever.

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