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I finally made an appointment with my doctor for early next week. I'm nervous about going because I am worried she won't let me go off my medication.

I've been feeling like I have been on a rollercoaster. My emotions are all over the place and it's making me miserable all over again. I don't even know why I am feeling this way. I am trying to take everything one day at a time but it is really hard.

One reason for my emotions being all over the place is that I officially started going out with Mr Dancing Butterflies. I should be happy and nothing else, but I'm anxious and stressed and I think it's because the start of a new relationship is scary to me, especially since I haven't done it for over 5 years. It feels weird being with someone different. So very weird. I'm so used to my ex being there and now to have someone completely different...

I wonder how long it will take before this feels right.