The past few days have been an ongoing roller coaster ride of emotions. All this new stuff is taking it's toll on me and sometimes I wish I could just run away and hide from the world. But I won't. Because I need this.
I have to admit trying to write an entry right now is incredibly hard because of everything that's going on inside my head. I'm trying to help myself by doing things I've had a hard time doing for a few weeks. My concentration is still really poor and all this new stuff is causing me to revert to not doing things that I am suppose to be doing.
I've started listening to music, watching movies and I started to read a book today. I'm hoping this will get me back to being able to concentrate on something for longer than 15 minutes. When I'm around others I have no problem concentrating, but when I'm alone my thoughts like to wonder off.
It's driving me insane.
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I had a strange feeling while reading some of your posts. It almost describes the way I've been thinking for the past X years.
ReplyDeleteReading about the daydreaming, the social anxiety, was very familiar. Just wanted you to know that someone else on the other side of the planet has trouble concentrating in that way (I guess the reasons are totally different).
P.S.: Comment attempt #4, btw.
Thank you for writing! I hope it helped some.
ReplyDeleteHope to talk soon - things have been busy here with holidays and such.