Last night I kept dreaming about my ex. In my dream his new girlfriend told me that they were already in love. My ex kept telling me he would never want to go out with me ever again...I've started my day with anxiety.
Since yesterday afternoon I have been thinking about him. How much I miss him. I wanted to call him so badly and ask him to come over. But I didn't, I knew what his answer would be. I don't understand my emotions. The past few days I was so angry I could of punched holes in the walls and now since I've seen him I've returned to being upset and wishing we could just start over.
I really don't see myself getting over this any time soon. I'm still in love with someone who isn't in love with me anymore. I don't know what the cure for that is.
Thursday, December 3, 2009
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Hope today goes well for you, hope you feel well enough soon.
ReplyDeleteIt's been okay. Can't get rid of this anxiety today though.
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