Wednesday, December 2, 2009

This Drug.

I'm not new to the world of blogging. But I have been absent for quite some time. My absence started with a drug. This drug made me start reading books again, this drug made me get back into doing things I thought I would never enjoy again. But this drug also took away my ability to want to be creative. To write. To blog. This drug was an anti depressant. This drug still circulates through my body to this very day. This drug is hard to get off.

I have been on and off anti depressants since the age of 18. It's something I wish I never had to start doing in the first place. But here I am. This is the beginning of a journey that has taken me all my life to start. Accepting yourself for who you are is a hard thing to do. But I plan on doing it. I guess because of the time of year it could be classified as a New Year's Resolution.

I must warn readers who come across this blog, that my first few entries will most likely be a massive vent of a recent event in my life. But it's something that has to be done for me to completely move on.

1 comment:

  1. It's great to see you blogging! You might want to add a meter to track visits - I recommend sitemeter: http://www.sitemeter.com

    Also, I'm pretty sure you can add a blogroll or "blogs I follow" thing to your blog or profile. Traffic on the web is all about giving other people attention; give a little, and they're happy to come and read.

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